you’re not fast

February 20, 2013 § 35 Comments

fancy woman winning
You want to know me, but you can’t,
my  heart  runs  circles
’round your head— and you’re not fast. « Read the rest of this entry »

happy and bright

January 28, 2013 § 8 Comments

She has been trying to pull her worth from him for so long. She has been trying   to   extract   her   beauty   from   his   skin. She has been dying to be loved by him again…
….but he will   always  leave her empty. « Read the rest of this entry »


November 7, 2012 § 5 Comments

“Everything is funnier in retrospect,
funnier and prettier and cooler.
You can laugh at anything from far enough away.”  —Chuck Palahniuk

No heartbreak…

November 5, 2012 § 14 Comments

…..has grieved me as much to discover,  the calorie content
of my peanut butter.


October 13, 2012 § 6 Comments

…is refusal.

-Coco Chanel

i liked her

October 9, 2012 § 25 Comments

She didn’t like me. she didn’t like anyone. but she liked her voice, when she knew i could hear her. She smiled brightly when i nodded and understood her. « Read the rest of this entry »


September 25, 2012 § 43 Comments

Did my honesty upset you?
Did my self-respect make your stomach burn?
Did my clarity spite you?
Did my spreading adoration make you feel undeserved?

Did my courage make you crazy? Cripple you with the unknown?
Did my silence create desire—make you feel things you could not discern?
Is my shinning light exploding? Can your eyes not yet adjust?
Is my forgiveness running through you? Knowing your pain I will not digest?
Is my confidence disrupting the girl you  LOVE to HATE  the most?

I hope so.

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Mental Health:

September 25, 2012 § 37 Comments

Ability to sit behind desk 9-5 functioning on another’s behalf, engineering, executing a vision that doesn’t flip your stomach inside out, doesn’t make your heart go pound pound.

I am not mentally healthy. Are you? « Read the rest of this entry »

“…i never loved you

September 24, 2012 § 26 Comments

..i never can, i never meant it— i only texted it—it was pretend”.

She sighed. « Read the rest of this entry »

Manhattan Love

September 17, 2012 § 12 Comments

Manhattan Love
The power,    the play,     the copy,    the game
I’m the marketer      of your heart
You gave     cold hard copy
Pressed guarantee against fresh lips
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